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Detachment is Hard
It doesn’t help when you’re bored and uninspired.
I sound like a teenager or child, but I really want a lover.
I don’t think I’ve ever sounded as desperate as I have now. I’m tired of not having someone to flirt with, someone to share life with, and cuddle with (obviously). I want my eroticism to be accepted.
The coming winter months feel like torture already. I’m only human and not a brick. I have feelings as well.
However, despite the lonely men I’ve come across, I haven’t seen them change their character. Makes me wonder why.
I wrote about how detachment makes your manifestations easier, however, these days I’m wondering why I’m so stubborn with this idea.
Like am I lonely? Am I bored? Am I away from society haven’t built my life to the fullest yet? I swear, i’ve worked too hard for this.
I’ve done a lot of inner work for the past 3 years, and I can tell you, it had very challenging periods within that time. I constantly yearned for a partner, a best friend, to pull me through. I don’t like…
